Five.Till.--

05.30am//pray//exhausted//feeling.blue//thinking.future//--07.00am//walked.slow//thought.him.not.good.idea//thought.it.what.to.do//--
07.15am//remembered.dreams.last.night.feel.blue//--

fell.not.me.confused.

04.05pm//dejavu.again//setting.my.time//thought.good.or.bad?//
04.15pm//saw.him.not.exactlly//miss.him.very muchhh//can.not.be//stopped.it//fool

absurdity//masochism//feel.nihilism//can't.be//change.it..

Five.Till-- stay focus..future..
Five.Till--not.time.not.space.
Five.Till--me.self.empty.
Five.Till--try..try..try..